Weekend yang malang~

Demmm!!
Laptop rosak di waktu aku tak balik rumah dan ditinggalkan kawan2 di hostel!
serius...sedih......
:(
Sebenarnye aku dah agak sehari sebelum tu lagi..
Masa tengah syok2 online n tengok citer korea, skrin macam kelip2...kejap2 gelap, pastu ok..
Tapi hari sabtu pagi (semalam), on je, skrin gelap terus..
waaaa...mau x sedih..
dah la weekend ni kawan2 aku xde kat uia..
ade yang balik umah..ade yang tidur luar coz ade program under club..
nasib baik la aku ade sorang roomate yang x gi mane2 pon weekend ni..xde la rase sunyi sangat..
for ur info, aku memang seorang yang x boleh duduk dalam keadaan yang senyap..hati aku akan rasa x tenang..rase macam nak nangis..haha..sebab aku mesti nak kena dengar bunyi...
kecuali, waktu tido!..huhu..
so memang sepanjang hari aku bukak radio thru handphone dan baca novel Hlovate..

Aku belum hantar lappy aku gi hospital lagi...coz xtau lagi nak contact doc mane yang reti rawat laptop kena virus ni..huhu
tapi kan..sedih la coz x sempat nak pindahkan fail2 yang penting dalam lappy tu..
yela..lepas dah kena format nanti, hilangla file2 tu sume...banyaknye aku letak kat desktop n document...
adoyai...redha jela...

K la..oleh sebab dah xde laptop..aku pun x dapat la nak on9 slalu dalam masa terdekat ni..
Next week, hari khamis, balik umah, nak pinjam laptop adik...

K, chow dulu...assalamualaikum.

p/s: Terima kasih kepada roomateku,Nik, sebab temankan kak shafika sepanjang weekend n pinjamkan laptop untuk lepaskan rindu kat FB dan blog...thanx a lot dear! :)

Formspring me ya!

Hye all..

Juz nak cakap, sy ade account Formspring tau..

dah lama dah buat, tapi tak aktif..

sebab? takde orang pun nak tegur sy kat situ..huk3.

So if kamu2 nak tanya sy something..tak kira la soalan apa2 pun..boleh la tanya kat situ..

takde account pon takpe..kamu boleh jadi anonymous..memang itu pun tujuan formspring ni..as a box where friends can ask questions anonymously..huhu.

but for those yang ade account die, boleh la add sy ea...

Kamsahamnida.. :)

This is the link:

http://www.formspring.me/shafikayusof

Anak sulung.

Jadi anak sulung kadang2 memang x best!

Selalu kena mengalah.

Dan selalu kena marah.

Ditambah lagi menjadi anak sulung merangkap anak tunggal perempuan dalam family...

Ingat lagi time kecik2 dulu..memang la best bila dapat adik..tapi..selalu tak dapat nak keluar main dengan kawan2 sebab nak kene jaga adik..kene buai bagi dia tido baru boleh keluar main..

Pastu kalau rumah bersepah ke ape ke..kita jugak yang kena..

Huu..aku tengah emo ni..tengah merajuk dengan adik bongsu sebenarnye..gado dengan die tadi..aku admit, aku memang susah nak mengalah sikit..sikit ke?huk2.

Berbalik kepada anak sulung..aku rasa anak sulung ni sesuainya lelaki. Sebab lelaki kan leader. Dan bila dia tegur adik2 dia, insyaAllah adik2 dia boleh dengar dan ikut. Nak dibanding dengan aku yang ada 3 adik lelaki ni, susah la. Kadang2 kena marah baru la diorang nak dengar cakap. Ingat best ke marah2?.

Kadang2 aku rasa adik2 aku ni (especially adik bawah aku) kena ada abang yang tegas dan boleh nasihat dia untuk berubah. Aku takde la nak cakap adik bawah aku tu teruk sangat. Cuma..dia tu pelik. Kepala degil xyah nak cakap la..

Apepon, bagi aku, lelaki memang sesuai jadi anak sulung. Dengan syarat dia dididik betol2 oleh mak ayah die, then barulah boleh jadi contoh terbaik untuk adik2.

Ok sekarang jom tengok ciri2 anak sulung...

Sumber 1 :

ANAK SULUNG

Sebagai anak sulung, anda lebih matang berbanding usia anda. Anda sering diberi kepercayaan memikul pelbagai tanggungjawab. Sebab itu, anda belajar berterus terang mengenai perasaan. Anda bukan sahaja mahu ketenteraman keluarga tetapi mahu semua perkara berjalan mengikut perancangan anda.

Potensi kawan

Penyokong? Tentulah. Suka membantu? Memang dijanjikan. Kawan-kawan anda tahu mereka boleh menelefon anda pada bila-bila masa. Cuma yang perlu diingatkan, jangan hanya fikirkan kepentingan orang lain sehingga mengabaikan kepentingan anda sendiri. Selalunya anak sulung akan bertindak begini. Sepatutnya anda menjaga kepentingan sendiri juga.

Pasangan sesuai

Anda sudah biasa cuba melakukan semua perkara dengan sempurna dan menjadi contoh baik kepada adik-adik. Ini meningkatkan harapan anda terhadap orang lain yang mungkin agak sukar dikecapi. Anda mahu semua perkara dibuat mengikut cara anda. Perangai anda suka memerintah. Anda hanya boleh memikat lelaki pasif yag tidak kisah mengikut kehendak anda. Pasangan impian anda? Anak tengah sahaja sesuai menepati perangai anda itu.

Sumber 2 :

Anak sulung biasanya penuh dgn sikap bertanggungjawab.seorang pelindung,suka bertolak ansur serta bersifat ego.Anak sulung didapati lebih bijak mengambil hati orang tua dan sering berjaya dalam hidup.

Hoho...tak tau la sama ke tak dengan perangai aku..hanya yang rapat dengan aku je boleh judge.. :)

Changing the way I'm thinking~

Salam 'alaik...

I'm feeling down actually..

Why is it so hard to be a good student??
why is it so hard to be listed in the dean's list??
arghh!!!

Actually i'm so dissappointed with myself because I've made a mistake in planning my schedule from the first semester I entered this university and it was really affects me now..

Bcoz of my recent cgpa which has been drop dramatically, i need to work harder and harder to put it back in a stable level and most importantly is to achieve cgpa of 3.5..
it really makes me sick to think of it..

But!
I try to think it in a positive way..
everything happens for a reason, rite?..

and I've found a very nice article and the topic is..

Everyone has problems, the question is.. how do you handle them?

These is what the author has wrote..

You could go on an endless debate about how much more your life sucks than the next person. You may have had a bad childhood. Maybe you didn’t get enough love as a child. Maybe you’re in a financial bind right now. Maybe you can’t find a job and the economy isn’t helping you out. Perhaps your parents are getting a divorce. Maybe you’re starving because all your family has is food stamps.

These are all things that validate the problems we have in life. But honestly, the simple fact remains, there are other people in this world. There are others that you may judge to have a simple and easy life compared to yours. How do you know though? How do you know the inner workings of a person’s mind? How do you know what they have to go through on a daily basis without actually living their life?

It’s a hard concept to really accept because all we’re accustomed to thinking about is ourselves and our problems. This is rightfully so because it’s our reaction to surviving in this world. But maybe the focus shouldn’t be so much on the problems we have and whether or not we have it tougher than the next guy. Maybe it’s better to focus on how we handle the problems. How we GROW from the experience.

Life can throw a lot at you and it can be really unexpected. You have choices.. You can either roll with what life throws at you, learn a lesson and grow as a person. Or you can accept what it gives you, complain about it and accomplish nothing. I know I’m speaking in a bit of black and white here but to me, I would rather grow as a person and take every problem I have and make it into a more positive growing experience. I would rather learn from the mistake and teach others about it so that others don’t make the same mistakes as me.

I must admit, I’m not completely there. I know very few people that are and that can stay that way. However, if we can go forward in this life with the mentality that, yes I have problems, but what can I learn from them.. this place we call Earth would be a better place. Instead of creating more complaints in a world already full of negative media and press coverage, what if we can positively impact individuals and tackle problems together? What if we could collectively use our experiences and problems and develop solutions that will eliminate problems for years to come?

Everyone has problems. How are you going to handle them?

CREDIT: http://motivate2inspire.com/tips-stories/everyone-has-problems-the-question-is-how-do-you-handle-them/

"I would rather grow as a person and take every problem I have and make it into a more positive growing experience. I would rather learn from the mistake.."

That's so true...
I'm feeling much better rite now..
I want to enjoy my life as a student and don't want to think a lot about the cgpa..
what is more important is the knowledge..
I want to study for the sake of Allah and not for the sake of c.g.p.a..
So, I'll try to study effectively and efficiently and leave the results to Allah..


Some advice to myself..

Shafika,
be patient and be strong!
Allah knows the best..
Good luck!
May success follow u..InsyaAllah..
Smile...
:)


p/s: sorry for any grammar mistakes in this post..it has been quite a long time since I wrote an essay..huhu..